[People with families, lives, other options... How is he meant to understand things like that? Things he never had in the first place.]

... Someone else used that word at the trial. [Savior, he means.] I never used it. I wouldn't use it. Just because I wanted to help people doesn't make me special, especially because the only way I knew how to help people was to give them a hole. Any time I try to help another way it just goes wrong.