Hm... I suppose I'm reluctant to cast judgment either way, is all. [He glances away, then, with a light scoff.] Of course, it's hypocritical, since I know others I'd gladly call terrible in a heartbeat.
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Ahaha. Well, your feelings are your feelings. Despite how they might reflect on you, they're still there.
[And that earns Childe a pause - Douman glances away.]
You know...I am but a shadow of Human Order. My memory of who I was...is there, yes, of course. But not all there. I believe these lapses are related to what I am, and how I was summoned.
From the Throne of Heroes. That's where all Heroic Spirits are. A space outside of time, where the figures of legend and mythology stay until they are given form as a Servant.
Not at all. Nobody can force themselves into being a Servant. And even the Throne's choices are arbitrary. I have heard of some famous figures in history that for one reason or another, can't be summoned as Servants. Its all rather vague.
But ah, how fickle. Well, he can't say he doesn't understand arbitrary decision-makers.]
I see. That sounds like quite the process to go through. And you had to locate your own Master in this place, on top of that. [At least Douman probably??? agreed to be here, like the rest of them did.] I should thank you! Even if it's in your nature, it's very kind of you to offer your support to me as well.
I would say so! Ah, its not fair to use Servants, really. But to be given a chance to live again, even as a shadow of Human Order...well, its something, at least. I'm grateful for the chance.
[Douman smiles, looking like a pleased cat.]
No need to thank me. I'm happy. Even if we can't be Master and Servant...well, I would be glad if we were friends.
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You wonder?
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[And that earns Childe a pause - Douman glances away.]
You know...I am but a shadow of Human Order. My memory of who I was...is there, yes, of course. But not all there. I believe these lapses are related to what I am, and how I was summoned.
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[And he's unbothered by harsh judgment anyway, so. Waves a hand. He's more interested in Douman's words.]
Summoned... by your, ah, Master? [He absolutely does not believe Medb is Douman's actual master, but he isn't going to say that.] From where, exactly?
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[Tapping at their chin.]
Think of it as...storage! Yes.
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These legendary people you speak of--such as yourself, I'm guessing... do you become Servants by choice?
[Or did god stuff y'all in a closet]
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Not at all. Nobody can force themselves into being a Servant. And even the Throne's choices are arbitrary. I have heard of some famous figures in history that for one reason or another, can't be summoned as Servants. Its all rather vague.
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But ah, how fickle. Well, he can't say he doesn't understand arbitrary decision-makers.]
I see. That sounds like quite the process to go through. And you had to locate your own Master in this place, on top of that. [At least Douman probably??? agreed to be here, like the rest of them did.] I should thank you! Even if it's in your nature, it's very kind of you to offer your support to me as well.
[Friendly... support...]
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I would say so! Ah, its not fair to use Servants, really. But to be given a chance to live again, even as a shadow of Human Order...well, its something, at least. I'm grateful for the chance.
[Douman smiles, looking like a pleased cat.]
No need to thank me. I'm happy. Even if we can't be Master and Servant...well, I would be glad if we were friends.
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In that case, how about we help each other? I'm afraid I've grown unused to relying solely on myself these days.
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[They stick out a hand.]
Then partners, I suppose?
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But Childe is a fool and thus will easily shake Douman's hand!]
I look forward to a fruitful partnership, then.