That's no different from anyone else. People aren't born knowing how to do much of anything. We have to learn, to be taught by others. How to walk, talk, and feel... Humans are always learning new things.
... You're not human, right? That's why you don't know these things? I may be bad at talking to people, I may not have a lot of experiences, but I know how it feels to suffer being human.
I feel bad for you though, father. That you really can't see things for how they are... I don't know if a hole could even help you. You're already missing so much.
What kind of compassion is that? Some scraps you throw to the starving dogs? Take your pity and throw it away! I'd rather you soon insult me than giving me that!
[Now Douman is just ranting, eyes wide, heart cold, all cold.]
You have no right to know. And even if I knew, I wouldn't tell you! Hahaha! Ahahahaha!
You can't control how people feel. Even if you tell me not to, I will. Because I know your sin. It's envy.
You're acting like you're above it all. But you're trying to learn what love is. That's what you're jealous of. You want what people have... So I'm telling you that you don't get to pick and choose. That's not what love is. Talking with everyone here helped me understand that.
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What does "missing" have to do with it?
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[Just giving a nod and tapping at their chin.]
You taught me something! I'll have to remember that, then.
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I'm relieved now, really. Now I'm certain Aoi will defy your expectations, if you know so little yourself.
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Tch. She was programmed by humans! Humans know what love is. She is only acting out what is taught.
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That's no different from anyone else. People aren't born knowing how to do much of anything. We have to learn, to be taught by others. How to walk, talk, and feel... Humans are always learning new things.
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I feel bad for you though, father. That you really can't see things for how they are... I don't know if a hole could even help you. You're already missing so much.
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[Douman's face distorts with a snarl.]
You who think obsession is akin to sentimentality, ha! Don't even begin to lecture me! You have no idea who I am, what I am!
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[There's nothing bad about it.]
Of course I don't know what you won't tell me. All I know is what you'd said to me so far.
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[Now Douman is just ranting, eyes wide, heart cold, all cold.]
You have no right to know. And even if I knew, I wouldn't tell you! Hahaha! Ahahahaha!
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You're acting like you're above it all. But you're trying to learn what love is. That's what you're jealous of. You want what people have... So I'm telling you that you don't get to pick and choose. That's not what love is. Talking with everyone here helped me understand that.
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[A shake of the head.]
Just because I am jealous does not mean...I can't learn-!
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I'm glad you came to see me. I feel like I understand a little better, for better or worse. But I don't think there's anything more I can say to you.
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[They spit at Fukuda's face.]
Go to hell. No, actually, don't! I don't want to see you there.
[And they turn and just leave.]