holeful: (I want to write songs for people)

[personal profile] holeful 2021-02-27 02:49 am (UTC)(link)
No, through his memories. I could tell, since he was the only person who was clear in Steven's memory.

It makes me a bit jealous, really.
holeful: (Later; I was given some mescaline)

[personal profile] holeful 2021-02-27 04:15 am (UTC)(link)
[Well that's just a mean way to say it.]

Is it something you understand, Mr Douman?
holeful: (John Mulaney) (Default)

[personal profile] holeful 2021-02-27 04:35 am (UTC)(link)
And that's why you find him interesting, Mr Douman? Because he has that hidden passion?

[There's something oddly intent about the way he asks this.]
holeful: (That's not a real year.)

[personal profile] holeful 2021-02-27 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
[Fukuda sighs like he's relieved?]

That's good. I'm glad.
holeful: (When I asked him why he did it)

[personal profile] holeful 2021-02-27 04:43 am (UTC)(link)
[Fukuda blinks, then looks away.]

Ah, it's nothing.
holeful: (College was like a 4 year gameshow)

[personal profile] holeful 2021-02-27 04:46 am (UTC)(link)
No... I don't really have anything like that... So I thought maybe you wouldn't find me as interesting if that was why.
holeful: (I am homeless; I am gay; I have AIDS)

[personal profile] holeful 2021-02-27 04:52 am (UTC)(link)
Shouldn't I, though? Thinking about how I measure up to everyone else... it seems like a constructive activity given my sin.

[Not meeting Douman's gaze!!!]
holeful: (It is 100% easier not to do things)

[personal profile] holeful 2021-02-27 04:59 am (UTC)(link)
[Fukuda makes a face.]

I didn't drill my holes for such a selfish reason. I did it so other people could see the world clear the way I can.
holeful: (Everything else is John Mulaney quotes) (Blackout drinking is when your brain)

[personal profile] holeful 2021-02-27 05:07 am (UTC)(link)
Well that was the problem back then. I didn’t factor willingness into account. I didn’t think anyone would be willing, really...

But I know everyone who survived... having that hole made their lives better.